I've posted once, twice, even thrice on the official blog, and I just remembered, hey, I still have this old one.
But what's to say here that couldn't be said on the other blog?
I dunno. I suppose we should just continue to be thankful.
Looking at the previous posts I made last October 2024... well, I could go ahead and give in to those feelings again, but I suppose it's come to a point that I've realized that I'm loving Maria now by just living my life and not imposing myself on her or the thought of her. In fact, I feel pretty bad that I absolutely insisted on my emotions and feelings, without giving her any consideration.
I don't know if this is counterproductive to be sharing this online. I guess one way or the other, it was bound to come out anyway.
Through all this, I am just thankful for the faithfulness of our God, who is our Father. He keeps us sane, He holds us together.
He overflows us with grace and love so we could approach all these sorts of thoughts and emotions (that would derail just about any man) with wisdom, power, and peace.
I thank God, for just reminding me of how He's always thinking about me, ministering to me, through all the impulsions, and through all the overthinking.
I thank God for Maria, and for the fact that somewhere out there, He is taking good care of her too, and just ministering to all that concerns her, all that she's concerned about.
May the Lord be glorified in all that's going on. Amen.
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May the Lord bless you and keep you. May the Lord make His face shine on you and be gracious to you. May the Lord lift His countenance upon you and give you His Shalom. - Numbers 6:24-26