II: ANGER
My eyes are blinking faster than normal
and my heart is packing lead
and from the looks of things i swear
there's steam rising from my head.
Frustration has been replaced by anger
and i can't deal with the fact
that she gave me no consideration
and went on to break the pact.
It's difficult to say this now
but I understand what she did.
It's easier to defect from the nicer guy
'cause he don't have the heart to forbid.
And eventually that's what i'd do
because it's just the right thing
To lose a chance in love and still be a friend
To trust God to keep her in His wing
But now all i feel is an anger so pure
and i need it out of my chest
I'm swearing in more ways than one
to get rid of this unwanted guest
I have no other way to tell you all
that my soul is now red with hate.
There must be someone else to blame.
It's a fight i wanna create.
I wanna bring this all out now.
somewhere, on something, or someone.
Why the hell does this happen
everytime the world gives me fun?
Why isn't the world unfair to my favor?
God, is there someone who gives this to me?
Have you really given my life a thrill
by giving me an unseen enemy?
Who commands the world to ruin my life?
who thinks that i don't deserve to breathe?
who's the jackass who wants to pick with me?
who the F*CK needs a punch to the teeth!?