Seems like things seem better when the people who are close to you affirm their friendship by showing patience and sharing a moment. In other words, I'm a guy who just made a de facto amendment in the Constitution of the English Language. "I am so fucking frustrated and pissed at the fact that you’re such a fucking bullshitter who would stand me up at the last minute causing me so much hassle and stress" no longer has the technical double meaning "Do not talk to me... forever!"
Not that I'm proud of the change that I made.. I don't think I even made the change, it's more like I discovered it with the help of a concerned friend of mine. And I'm just thankful that I made that discovery, lest I slowly return to that miserable state of mind that I had a few months ago. I have to admit, it felt good to hear from her again, even if an eighth of the time we talked was more of me getting what I deserved - a good old verbal beatdown.
But really, I'm just really really thankful that God calmed her down. She had every reason to get really pissed at me when I talked to her - I raised my voice at her a few hours ago, and then I wake her up to talk to her... at three in the morning.
....Or she could just be a really nice girl.
Either way, God blessed me. Now isn't that just savvy? If God was in Friendster, here's a testimonial that I can give Him.
- God? He made me. He guides me. He can provide me with blessings, and if it was in His will He can take them all away and make my life utterly miserable. But He loves me. He loves all of us so much that He sent His son to die the most painful and grotesque death ever conceivable in the history of man, as a perfect sacrifice for all the sins of the world. And all we have to do is accept Jesus' Friend Request. Ever since I answered 'Yes' to the question 'Is Jesus your friend?' I have had a more positive outlook on the world and why things happen like they do. He isn't just a Friend to me - He's my Savior, and my Lord. He died on the cross so that I would be saved. And I believe that there are not enough words that were created to fully express how awesome His power and wisdom is. God, You know everything that I have done, and I'm sorry for all the times that I have fallen from Your grace. But I pray that with every second that I breathe that I grow spiritually as well as physically and emotionally. I love you.
This would have been a whole lot longer that it should be if Friendster didn’t have such a crappy character limit.
Come to think of it, He isn't the only important personality that came into my life that isn't in Friendster. So I guess I should start thinking of testimonials for my Dad, my Mom, and my other significant friends and relatives who wouldn't touch the internet with a 10-foot pole.
Later.