Don't have much to say today... So here, as promised: I:FRUSTRATION.
Bad event after bad event after bad event drove me to write this little ditty. Just think of it this way: You're being punched harder and harder in the face, and just as you reach for the only ice pack in the room, somebody else who looks as if he couldn't take all the punches you just did snatches it away.
And at that point, in absolute frustration and certainty, all you can do is submit to the beating.
If you don't want to read this, there's a sign you can laugh at in the bottom of this post.
*MUSHY MUSHY MUSHY ALERT!
Frustration is something we all go through
it drives some to anger or turns people blue.
It comes and it hurts in a number of ways
it's the bug in your shoe or a slap in the face.
But the reason i'm feeling so helpless today
is somewhere a hundred or so miles away.
Someone who's an angel when the world's a bitch.
I'm charmed and enchanted and she's the witch.
She's someone i hoped i met long before.
She's pretty and funny and never a bore.
Now there's someone else who's not that far away
and he's eyeing this angel to be her prey.
And all I can do to counter this spell
is keep the communication lively and well
through a medium that doesn't show full emotion
where the point of the message overlaps devotion.
But the walls of distance have closed in on me.
Now my heart is in chains but my body is free.
I'm jailed and she no longer cares to drop by
and if she does all i can do is cry.
I've played all my cards, the momentum is gone
I had a full house but his royal flush won.
*All the pusoy I've been playing during our thesis overnights gave me that last line.
I feel like it's only a matter of time
until Loneliness again strikes her chime.
And this, in crude summary, is the reason
that i'm telling you i feel frustration.
WHAT DISTURBED ME TODAY: